long morning

nat and i met with a lawyer this morning to draft a will. i didn't think that we'd we meet so long, but it turned out to be at 2 hour meeting. it turns out that there are things that can make our will more complicated. :P

it is interesting to think about things that you need to consider if you were to die. i think i wouldn't have bothered too much if it were just nat and i; if i died, i know that nat could take care of himself. but now, we have sean so i want him to be taken care of and nat to have the means to take care of sean if something were to happen. it's a little bit surreal considering what should go to who and how (or who sean may go to if we were both to die). in the end, i know all the things of this world will fade away anyways, but i do think there is wisdom in providing for your family if something were to happen. i think i faced a mix of feelings of being wise with what God has given me and not trying to focus too much on all the things that we have. it turned out to be a good reminder that God is in control and that He is eternal, not things.