sleepless night

i had a hard time getting to sleep last night. i didn't feel stressed or anxious about anything, but i just laid there in bed for over an hour not being able to fall asleep. i was finally able to fall asleep after nat came into bed. maybe i just missed nat and couldn't go to sleep? or maybe i am subconsciously stressed about something*?

* i must say taking a long time to fall asleep does stress me out b/c i realize i have less sleep time before i have to wake up and feed sean. b/c i think it's always best for me to never look at the clock when i need to sleep (especially in the middle of the night).